WHO THE FUCK BADMOUTHED ME.

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yes yes yes i am tired okay thanks.

kbox

until you mix with us, you'll never know what being high is like :)

oic

back from camp as overall ic.
i really really dont want to be put into that position again.
but chances are i have to. sigh.
understand how demoralizing it can get to be doing this?
im really begging mr chu to change ic 2mr alr. i really dont want this.

im damn shagged out even 2 days after the camp and im sooooo emo now. *(#@$&#*(@.

more to handle 2mr. I WILL DO THIS.

my feet are still numb.. my wrist is still in pain. my arm is swollen.
and then i have to endure THAT.

this is every bit a nightmare WOOOOOO

this is what i am about to encounter in 1 and a half month's time in Yunnan.

http://photos-651.friendster.com/e1/photos/15/61/3001651/1_538803814l.jpg


i saw another one in school.
something about keeping to the right when traveling up or down the stairs.

Shang Xia Lou Ti, Qing Kao You Zou.

translation..

Upstairs or Downstairs, Move to the Right

WTFFF!!!!!

bizarre.

anyway found something on the net. cool lol

Teacher 1: So does this student of yours have an attitude problem?

Teacher 2: No... she just cant seem to pass..

Teacher 1: An aptitude problem, then.

AND HERES ANOTHER

Exam Question: A student claims that Newton's 3rd Law states that every action has an equal and opposite reaction, means that the net force on the object is always zero and thus objects cannot be moved. Explain why he is wrong.

Student's Answer: The student did not consider the supernatural powers of the dead.

Teacher's Comment: The undead and restless spirits are banned from the school campus and incidentally your exam paper.

-_-" lololol

It is not your willingness to move heaven and earth for me that I question, but your aptitude in moving anything more than idle words and empty phrases.

1 hit ko for unwanted suitors :)

i dont understand.
where have i gone wrong?

maybe its just my nature..

MY PROMOS RESULTS ARE, UNFORTUNATELY, HORRIBLY GREAT!!


i failed all my 3 H2s and Chinese. i passed GP by 3 marks.

:D


but add up everything else, i think i fail chinese, fail gp, pass physics. then considering my H2s, i pass maths, pass chem and for econs i must pray.....!!

well, even if econs fail, im still promoted so no worries ppl! i just dun wanna take the conditional exams lol

i utterly despise those who think their life's a tragic one.

theres a damn obvious one from my sec sch class but i shant state further.

self-pity just pisses me off. i rather someone have some inferiority complex, be self-obsessed, possess some extreme ego than one who doesnt know how to appreciate what he/she has.

fucking, pissing, irritating.

if you dont know dota i suggest you dont read this.

was chatting with my kel brothers yesterday and rus told us about some guy writing dota for his EOY english essay. the topic was "game".

suppose he wrote something like.. (exaggerated)

Crows took flight and dispersed as blades crossed. Hammers flew with the intent to stun. The Skeleton King cannot crumble while the Rogueknight has an impenetrable multi-pegged hot bod of steel. Who shall emerge victorious and be the last man standing? Bones or Steel? You decide..

or how bout naix bankai? *a little sadistic here*

Aware of his puny build and how his opponents thought nothing of him, Naix approached them carefully as they continued to hurl wasteful projectiles on his frail bones. Coming within range, Naix's eyes turned savage red as his size doubled. Crippling fear flushed out every ounce of complacency and wiped the smirk off the stunned faces of his challenger-turned-preys as Naix began clawing away, feeding on those bits of torn flesh. 30 seconds seemed so much longer than usual as the Lifestealer ripped the sanity out of them, one by one..

well, dotarians out there, just imagine the aftermath during the cher's lesson.

"I CANNOT PICTURE THIS GAME YOU ARE TRYING TO TELL ME."

'cher. you must be lagging.'

lollllllllll

and then rus egged us on to write something about techies.
so i wrote about what always happens with the mines.

the prey looms,
unaware impending doom.
searching for room,
spots a rune.
dashes down the dune.
it goes zoom.
kaboom.

lol.
side note to those who dunno techies is a character in dota that specializes in explosives by suicidebombing, planting lots of mines etc. runespots are common areas where such mines are planted in bulks. runes are stuff everyone loves and therefore techies love to choose that place for a minefield.

faith;

felt something lacked,
stopped in my tracks.
secured my laces and spotted some maize.
followed the traces,
came to a daze.
this will of steel no longer seemed still..

yet another maze,
yet another race.
really sick,
really weak.
the clock ticks and myself i must pick.
need a rest but look at this mess.
need a sleep but what is this shit?
gotta reach the peak yet the path seems so steep.
skeptical;
possible or plausible?

pressure piles while entering the wild.
i feel like cracking,
i feel like quitting.
the knife seems so sleek and the peace seems to click
just so promising,
just so soothing.
a cut down the gut,
blood no more buts.
omg so disgusting,
omg so so demonic.
fuggit.

but sad not, mad not, fret not.
steps though unclear,
my intents i am sure.
while it sucks having a conscience that keeps me conscious,
doubt not this accidental faith,
the devil somehow left untaint..

i'll try to keep this short.

well sunday was crap.
bout 5pm was asked to teach a friend maths, intensively. so i decided it'd be better for me to go over than to talk for like 3hr on the phone. went toilet to change and stuff, washed my face, then SMELT SOMETHING LIKE SEEHUM, INSIDE OF LEFT NOSTRIL FELT WET. thinking it was just some running nose again, i blew my nose. BLOOD SPLURT OUT drip non-stop. effing nosebleed for the 1st time in my life -.-

then later out of my house. the lift there. gg gonecase. the lift lobby there. my KEYS bluddy DROPPED into THE HOLE BETWEEN THE LIFT AND THE PLATFORM. the feeling was really pathetic when i saw my keys sink through and go CLANK CLANK CLANK CLANK as it went out of sight consumed by the darkness. waffak??


and then monday night was just all too gorgeous as well. i thought econs paper was on wed and planned to pia on tues until keith rang me on msn at 9.30PM and asked me how come i seem so free, then chatted with me and i realized econs is 2mr TUESDAY 8.15AM!?!?!? that was like how cool when i havnt started revision completely, went gym to workout that day and was feeling so lethargic la. so i went to list out the chaps i have to study and estimated that i can only afford one chapter in my mental state then. thought about what the examiners would want to test us on and shortlisted the more important topics to price discrimination and oligopoly. randomed and chose price discrimination. browsed through quickly and it came out for essay today :D



i feel like crap. because of one stupid key i dropped the house lock got changed. $50 mistake. zzzzzz. my health's been deteriorating pretty badly too. my head's feeling damn stiff. everytime i shake my head needles are poking. sigh.

im tired..
just tired of the liar my shire has hired
tired how dire the buyers are for my fire
how the inspired wont let me retire
how this passion wont grant me pension
how this addict wont read me my edict
how the buzzer cannot hear my fusses
how the posers cannot feel my knuckles
how the guests dont match my guesses


will blog about the past 2 days. quite interesting, though somewhat lacking in terms of luck. fudge lol. screwed for econs paper 2mr, GG!